Well you see, it's like this...I manifest things all the time without really trying too awfully hard, by "talking to my walls" (those of you who know me, know what I mean) and by keeping an open positive mind...being open to all the possibilities. But I never have been able to quite get over the panic I feel over money, even though we always seem to have just enough. I don't want to go into it too much, because I feel what I'm writing and I don't want to get in touch with that--but let's just say I can not help feeling uneasy every month when the bills are due. And every month, I say--"whew! we made it", and I can't tell you that's been good for my morale. It keeps me in fight or flight.
But I do pretty good with manifesting other things.
It came in with a feeling of amazing well being, and unlimited resources and all the cozy feelings you feel when you know you're being taken care of. I can't describe it. The closest thing I can describe it to, is what it feels like to be a kid, if you're lucky enough to grow up in a home where you're taken care of and loved. Writing about it now, I can feel it. And it is more like a frequency, then something you can really describe. I LIKE it, and I'm going to go to that place as often as I can.
And today, my husband told me he'll be getting a larger bonus than usual in his paycheck this week. And the waitress at lunch today came out with an extra piece of fish, after I got my order. These are gentle reminders of how it feels to be taken care of. So I will get used to expecting it, and then that-now becomes how it is.
The manifestation of money...yeah, that's really cool. But the FEELING, that's priceless. That's the real prize. It is the secret ingredient. It is the key that unlocks the door. It is boundless and timeless.